Crying week..

X tau la. . Minggu nie dh brapa kali aku nanges. . Lpas satu, satu benda yg menyebabkan aku nanges. .

Gmbr tu aku edit sendry. . It show how i feel right now. .

Pda 3/1/14 pkul 5 segala-galanya terbongkar. .
Betapa Allah tu Maha Esa. . Pengaturan-Nya cukup sempurna. .

Pada malam sebelum tu, i had a misunderstood with my mom. . Then kitorang tido asing. . Everyday aku set jam pkul 5. .
Mula2 aku tidur mcm biasa. . Smpy la alarm bunyi. . Aku bangun n tutup. .

Kat situ la bermula terjawabnya segala persoalan aku dulu satu demi satu. . Klau la aku x gaduh, aku dan mak x tido asing dan aku x kan overheard my mother's conversation about all my question. . Betapa Allah tu Maha Mengetahui. . Dlm diam aku dgr semua dan nanges sorang2. . Saat tu aku rsa guilty n berdosa yg amat terhadap mak aku. . Forgive me mother. .

After this, klau ada secret, aku rsa mcm aku kurang sikit curiousity nk tahu tu. . Dh fobia. .#spelling ignore. . Kecikkan mata anda. .

SOME secret should remain as a secret. . Because if it is reveal, many people get hurt because of it. .*mlm2 broken english itu normal. .

Now half of me wish that i was never heard that conversation. . How I wish that it is a dream. . Night mare. . But. .....

Another half say that padan muka sbab dulu nk tau sgt kan. .. Hahh! !! Now you deserve to eat that bitter truth. .

Now I know. . Kebahagiaan itu sukar dikecapi jika kita saling menyakiti antara satu sama lain. . Tetapi kebahagiaan itu bleh dtg dgn sendry nya apabila kita terima kelemahan antara satu sama lain dan berusaha memperbaikinya. .

Now, aku sedar segala yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. . Aku bersyukur dgn apa yg aku ada skarang. . As I said it before. . Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a present. . So use it wisely. .=] #maaf post kali nie pnjng sikit. . Because this is my sensitive week. . So, becareful when you're talking to me. . Mcm cousin aku yg sorang tu. . X pham2 jugak yg aku terasa ngan dy. . Biar la. . Aku bila dh start benci org, it's hard for me to like them back. . Especially org yg menipu aku. . Aku tau tp buat x tau. . Because i'm giving u a chance to earn my trust just before u lost it forever. .